Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Room full of mess

There's thrash everywhere in this teenager's room. And this lazy guy does not care a bit. He continues with this habit until he found out his neighbors are talking about his room. The teenager went to the house of the neighbors and found out their rooms are just as messy. He saw the thrash is similar to that in his room. The neighbors thought that this was cool. The new thing. The teenager has been a bad influence even to the little ones. He felt really bad. Disgusted with himself, he began cleaning his room so that he can be a good example to the neighbors.

This is about me. I was into porn addiction. Basically many of my suggestions in this blog are from my own experiences. Not the supernatural stories though. I cannot discipline myself alone. Its hard so we need someone to watch over us. Grudgingly as I look back, the eyes were disciplining me, have disciplined me. Growing up my father has the belt for disciplining but lost his voice when he grew old. My mother is too lax and my older sister and brother were not ready to take up on leadership. I have had wished for parents who would be disciplining me. I love my parents but that's the truth. I am grateful for the attention.

BUT Does the end justifies the means in this case? Do christians also worship Judas Escariote, the man who pointed out Jesus? Why did Judas hang himself? Jesus was not going anywhere. There are bad people in the police as well. We need a policing entity to watch the police. There should be a better way of handling things like this. My family did not know this and were innocent victims. As for me, I have come to live with this. The eyes are hindering my personal life. I would appreciate it if you stop it or give me a better working place. Again, i'm not being righteous in giving the example from the Bible. Its my book of reference. I'm not Jesus. I'm just a man who also get hurt.

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